My Temple

Dedication to...


Looking into past endeavors forgetting what the future holds in its palms
Losing sight of every moment due to a seconds distraction
A violation of what once was and should have always belonged
Looking into his eye becomes a difficulty..
Knowing they once met another
violation of what I can and should only see
Hating the thoughts that dwell from my imagination of him and everyone else
A...violation
Knowing he committed the acts of natures temptations, forgetting his morals and disobeying his God.
For with every stroke and moment shared with another becomes a sin added on
Violating his lover
And..every promise we made to one another.
I find it hard to love him
Knowing that what was once cherished, a treasure waiting to be opened with the right key
Has now been broken into
A violation of MY body, what did and should have belonged to me
Spoiled, trashed..he violated we
My temple, my king
He ruined us relentlessly..