Fairytales

In this world today...
Where sunshine turns into rain and, joy becomes the pain,
and love is now astray.
Where the streets are no longer talking,
just people walking by..
Fast cars
Street lights
Look of determination in the eyes.
May have killed my dreams but I,
keep my feet planted, head aimed toward the sky.
And my broken heart is in pain but you won't ever see me cry.
May be pride
May be faith
..or just hoping for those better days.
Where I can kick back and think about when things were whole again.
Seems like everybody feels the same,
like unhealthy relationships are a reality.
My mom showed me the game
Somehow it left some kind of doubt in me.
That love is unreal, and happiness is scarce.
I got the urge to find it but idk where.
It's like my life is a version of a fairytale,
like prince charming is gonna pick me up and take me everywhere.
Go to sleep and wake up
See ain't sh** here changed.
From the moment you broke up,
you hoped their feelings remained.
Bad examples leave you hopeless
Lose focus
And try again.
Destined to prove what's real is real,
and what's not is just a game.
But what occurs in my brain only happens on tv.
People telling me as I grow older sooner or later I'll see,
that happiness doesn't come often and things aren't always how they seem.
And love is only for people who are living in a dream...
I tried finding it in places where I thought it could never be.
Disappointment knocking at my door, and failure at my feet.
Fall again only to stand tall
And embrace the moment you saw,
love at it highest, back not against a wall.
And the sunshine is no longer rain, and joy is no longer pain.
No longer blinded, eyes open again.
No longer silenced, now sane.
But every now and then it shows up,
makes you happy, then blows up.
Leaves you there to go nuts,
ask yourself and then what?
Failed then came up,
back to where you came from.
Gained something,
lesson learned.
Wanna say something but there are no words.
I guess my purpose is now served.
Life's bigger than a 4 letter word,
so I'll Keep my head aimed up high,
and my feet near the Earth.
And what exists in my brain, are no longer fairytale things.
Wake up
Get up
Glad it was just a dream.
Sooner or later I began to see,
what occurs in my brain only happens on tv.
And love is only for people who are living in a dream...